#ilu and have missed u all ♡

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*Arnie voice* I'll be back

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♥ hello, it’s january 2020 & it’s been officially 2 years on this blog ♥

with the start of a new decade, I want to take some time to thank everyone who makes this site a welcoming place and keeps me excited to come online + make content for stay tumblr. I want to put out there that I am grateful for all my mutuals & anons (even if I’ve never talked to you directly) and that seeing you on my dash brightens up my day. I hope to talk to many more of you in the upcoming year and create memories together. Additionally, I want to specifically thank these people under the cut for making my 2019 insanely fantastic !!!

@jinlix: miss kelly belly, can you believe that we are talking till this day ??? because I can’t. because you’re the best girl in the entire world and keeps me grounded when I have my emo, misanthropic days :/ I don’t deserve you. cheers to 2020 and even though I only tell you that I love you when I’m drunk, you just know because we have that weird telepathy that spans through a whole continent; let’s go rave in 202x and cry to crashing and hold on (I am keeping this short bc u know what we are babe)

@santachannie: my old fart ♡ you have one brain cell and it snores (that’s gonna be my speech at the mr./mrs. bang wedding). you have the biggest heart + it amazes me how much you spoil me even when you’re #broke. I hope to have a great time with you in february and maybe... more? thank you for being there for me when I need it most, and my couch is always open for you, just ring me up and I’ll drive up to LA !!! you are my one and only grandma always :D

@arqueritefrost: to my queen, you have the purest heart EVER (even if you don’t think so, I think so and that’s all that matters bc I’m mostly right), and 2019 is a blast because you enable me to open up and scream about things whenever and always + you understand my thought process and never judge me for it; you accept me like I accept you and that’s #friendshipgoals :/ I hope to see you in 2020 in San Fran or LA, but you know Socal boba is da best !!! and yeah... I only tell u ilu when I’m drunk too, but you know what we are ;)

@realstraykids: em !!! this is a mutual appreciation, but you already know it’s just a celebration of our anniversary bc #embyforlife hehe; I know you’ve been taking a break from tumblr bc of college (tbh same) & I want you to know that I get so happy and excited when I see you on other platforms of social media, makes your Canon URL that much more approachable. I can’t believe I missed it when you were in SD... but one day... boba date :/ I hope the best for you in 2020 + I already know your future is bright and amazing. ilysm !!!

@luvknow: gurl, chicago is a yeehaw state we all know lmao; miss mori, I want to tell you that your writing is entertaining and fun to read, and never stop because you are amazing & inspiring. I feel like we were the only stay writers on tumblr at one point ngl (shhh), but I know we’re both busy women now, so writing takes a lot longer :/  your blog is honestly a place where I feel safe and loved, so never stop being you !!!

@pandaluver189: panda burrito !!! amy, you are so sweet and kind and we share the same bin loving brain cell. I hope to see you in LA in 2020 and maybe speak with you longer? last time was pretty rushed :/ also, I hope you enjoy the concert and fulfill the other amazing endeavors you’re aiming towards in life :D

@basicallywhiterice: my rice anon ♡ thank you for taking the initiative to talk to me, and you are such an insightful and hardworking person. I appreciate each and every one of our daily conversations even though we live in different time zones. I wish the best for you in 2020 & maybe we’ll meet one day? ALSO, I am bin biased :/ not han... he’s just... alright sometimes.

@seungminsmile: my actual neighbor lol why didn’t you say hi to me when we were in high school smh; you are the craziest hot seungmin stan (even though he is clearly Cute). god bless tumblr and kris for helping me find you bc you are the only one insane enough to keep me updated on everything. I swear that you pulling 84785438 bin photocards is not my doing (I think), but hehe, thanks for stanning skz with me and including me in everything. you are a valuable friend that I cherish a lot, and I look forward to seeing you today :)

@virgolix: miss nina, you are always there for me when I am going through a rough patch in my life, and I want you to know that you are so inspiring and important to me and all the lucky ones around you !!! you are strong and beautiful, so don’t you dare forget that. thank you for talking to me; it never fails to make me smile :D

@softyhyunjin: forever and always a 害虫 who has one brain cell that is only heart-shaped for hyunjin; if I never saw that owl back in 2016, things would be drastically different, you know what mean, and I don’t regret it at all. cheers to 2020 + many good times together and the debut of ******room !!! I am not who I am today without you & let’s 坐飞机 to see our 宝贝(s)

@hoodiehan: maddy, I feel like we always miss each other by a little bit (sad flashbacks to pasadena), but I hope to see you this year !!! I will track aurora down to find you :O you have such amazing energy & never fail to make me smile !!! the people around you are so damn lucky & your rants on your blog are always so relatable, no wonder why everyone is drawn to you like a magnet >.<

♥ some special mutuals I enjoy interacting with & seeing on my dash: @bluelotuss @wonstal @3noracha @seunie @yongbok-s @bincore @jinyoung-trash @bangchcn @cb-9 @kim-seungmine @seoschangbin @ifbin @01degree @cb-97s @jypstraykids @ultscb @hyunjins @hwang-hyunjin @hwang-hyunjinnies @chansyeezys @binsual @chimneycloud @abangchan @00hj @ofwolvesandbutterflies @bangchans @yeaimfishboi @seungmqn @2miin @elfminho@hyyunjinn @strgaykids @hanjisungz @seungminhos @seungmin-jpeg @leeminho-s @banghans @ayano-in-the-house @1-800-writing @chngbok @starhhj @huiracha @angelhyunjin @stray-writer-glitch @dreamiehan @uwulix

♥ thank you to all my anons who spend time out of your days to interact with me, much appreciation and love to you !!!